You may have high hopes about getting a lot done today, but unrealistic
goals could set you up for discouragement. It's hard to overcome whatever is
holding you back now, for the resistance is a bit slippery. Scaling back makes
sense, for pushing up against your own limitations won't make you more
productive. Take baby steps and you'll be able to rise above your
self-doubt.
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I was supposed to study four weeks worth of PM today. I woke up late... felt like shit... goofed off... napped... showered... ate... played solitare for two hours... dumped water all over my alarm clock and cell phone and now? now I'm typing some stupid blog. As soon as I hit publish I'll get things done... need to take the final before tomorrow night :)

Daily Extended
If you are feeling a bit blue today, put yourself in the service of someone
else. Reaching out to help solve the problems of other people will help take
your mind off of your own problems ... or at least put them into perspective.
Everyone has their own cross in life to bear, and no one gets the luxury of
selecting it. Get a new perspective on someone else's cross, and you might find
yourself grateful for the one you've been given. Plus, you'll find a new idea
regarding how to deal with it.

I've been sitting playing solitare since I got home at 1:30am, I've been pretty depressed the past few days and I'm not interested is sleeping or studying for my final exam. I deceided earlier today that I should go to an AA meeting. I haven't been to one in ages but I just figured that today would be a good day to go. One of the ladies at the table talked about how her life was falling apart because of alcohol. It made me think... I'm still sad but at least my life hasn't hit that level yet. I don't know if I have a new idea as to how to deal with things... maybe I did but it just hasn't hit me yet.

Daily Singles:Looks like some sort of conflict or challenge surrounds a social
occasion or interaction now. Rather than turning away, put your best foot
forward. Make a real effort to make yourself understood.

There was a couple at the party I went to tonight that I had the unfortunate pleasure of making an ass out of myself in front of a few months prior. I really wanted to bolt but I ended up having a conversation with the husband... granted he was completely fucked up but I stayed instead of turning away. Stupid? yes... but that's kind of a change for me. Sticking around after embarressing myself isn't one of those things that I go out of my way to do.

December 7, 2007

Daily Extended

There is a lot going on in your life -- or at least your inner life. Let your emotions run their course, because trying to fix them or even understand their root causes only complicates things for the time being.

Yes... there is a lot going on... mostly in my head.
I should let my emotions run their course? I'm a big fuckin' wreak right now.
For the life me I don't know what my next move should be - who does?
So I'm not supposed to figure out why I'm so depressed? Just let things run the course? I've been doing that for too long now.


Romance

Daily Flirt:
Find a good way to handle the freaky emotional business going on down deep. There's a serious upside to it, thanks to your ability to parse out the minutiae of your heart.


Daily Singles:
Decisions, decisions! You may want to put your plans in a friend's hands or leave it up to your date. If you're in charge, be sure to pick a lane rather than going back and forth endlessly.

Flirt - I guess it relates to the extended right? Sure I'm getting over the whole b-s that I've seemed to have created in my head without involving the guy... because Lord knows he doesn't care.
Singles - I couldn't make a decision if I tried... but no date... no friends... what's a girl to do?